Eve: 1.11 - 4.15
The Law of Confusion
Will, the opportunity of choice, and the Veil of Forgetfulness

By : Time_Spiraling
August 6 th 2007

Below is the Third Eve of the Tool Army Periodical [TAP] “The Law of Confusion ”. Enjoy.
Reach out. Act. Grow.

Greetings in Light/Love. This is the third Eve (1.11-4.15) of the Tool Army Periodical (TAP) entitled: “The Law of Confusion” We encourage you to read “Introduction to TAP” located in the Right Area if this is your first time visiting the TAP. And if you would like a brief overview of the last Eve’s subject matter, please read the “Recap” in the Right Area or in the PDF. (Note: Right Area only exists for the toolarmy.com version [paid membership site])

Overview
This Eve of TAP will be moving deep into paths les tread, challenging thought forms, and Idea. When analyzing subject matter as complex as The Law of Confusion the process of synthesis inescapably leads to endless logical loops, paradoxes, and other illusory barriers. Don’t let that statement run you off, and stick with me for this Eve.

Idea wears the Mask of Truth
It is primarily understood and accepted by most individuals that on a daily basis you exercise an ability known as Will. Others use the term ‘free will’ to describe one of the fundamental laws of the universe (some have severely misunderstood the concept of free will). There are many manifestations and derivations of will that help us move through our spiritual evolution. Beyond the common sense understanding of the importance of Will, let’s explore a train of thought that will guide you to some of the physics / reasons of Will and its results.

In the first Eve of TAP we talked about the cognitive collection and pre-conscious (PRECON) processing of ENV (environmental data), the function of Habit Routines [HRs], and how these advanced energy structures form thought complexes and Idea. I’ve noticed numerous times, in myself and other selves that the ability to choose [a manifestation of Will] can be either severely inhibited by ‘Idea’ or extremely liberated by ‘Idea’. This, of course, depends on the nature and strength of the Idea and what level in the person’s hierarchy it has planted itself. This also lends to the idea that your conscious level of Will is directly connected / influenced by both your PRECON and your CON (conscious awareness) idea structures. This type of ‘Will Manipulation’ or influence, is prevalent in our current human mind/body/spirit complexes and likely exists in the higher and lower realms with their own respective various apparatus to perform this function.

Polarization & the point of transformation
Information is presented to you throughout your life and is either identified as fact, theory, fantasy or something in between, and this information in general is specifically designed to form Idea in the mind of the learner / observer. The only real way these Ideas gain truth/false, or strength/weakness is by polarizing the whole into separate sections: true and false. When Idea is wearing The Mask of Truth the believer uses that attribute (of truth) to defend the Ideas validity/worth to preserve its existence/life. I use the term believer for a very specific reason.

The beautiful thing about these polarized Idea structures is that the individual entity experiencing the Idea maintains the ability of Will to choose (of course, as we discussed this ability does have PRECON limitations that then become subject to the limitations of CON). When a person embraces the opportunity of transformation it can be an invigorating and exhilarating experience that leads them into exciting new realms of understanding leading to new opportunities of confusion and polarization. When a person is not ready to transform a belief from false, to truth [or vice versa, or a lateral movement within the polarized spectrum of truth/false], they will simply choose to ignore, what in some cases, is incontrovertible evidence standing in contradiction to their current belief structure. In other more extreme and defensive scenarios the entity may even engage in hostile attack of the opposing idea that is offering the opportunity of the transformation process to begin/occur. If you are not ready, you will not change. Period. But . . .

If it is not your purpose in this life / incarnation to transform a specific belief then you will not be presented with the opportunity to do so. This touches base on the programming / influence done by your higher self [We talked a great deal about the higher self in second Eve entitled “The Edge of Chaos”]. But with this in mind you can take a different look at why you are being presented with certain opportunities and be certain that there is a specific reason you are being confronted. If the opportunity continuously presents itself, look again, maybe you haven’t got it yet. Maybe the lesson has not been learned yet.

A Visual Description of a polarized Idea Structure
This brings us back to the polarized Idea structures. I’m going to attempt a visual type of explanation. Lets say that Idea is the whole (a sphere), and then Idea polarizes (creates an equatorial division in the sphere) into true and false [(+ & -, north & south) the movement / rotation of the energy within the whole creates a rotating spherical torus {think of a donut type of shape where the skin of the donut is constantly rotating out from the top around the outer edges and back into the bottom of the whole}]. The middle point of the system and the whole spherical element enveloping the two polarized poles/hemispheres contain all the information of the whole (Idea). The information that resides at either pole, and in between, is continuously in motion in a certain direction within the system and through time will move through the center point, the point of equilibrium/unity, and transform into the other polarity. This is a very physical analogy of how an Idea will transform itself and is also a good representation of confusion because any of the elements moving within the system are never consciously aware of the entire system and are always viewing the surrounding information from the perspective of their current polarity; however the entire system is aware of all the information and transcending information down into the smaller systems that are moving through the field. This is also how electromagnetic energy travels in a polarized EM field (magnet, planet, star, human, cell, atom, et cetera).

There is always a point of transformation.

There is always a spherical-type envelope and a middle point of equilibrium where the transformation occurs.

Transformation occurs within the containment field created by unity or equilibrium.

What do you mean ‘in this incarnation’?
You are much bigger, broader, and ‘more’ than the body your conscious awareness perceives. Your conscious awareness is actually an extremely tiny piece of who you are as a Whole (in regards to its capacity to transmit awareness to your self). This consciousness travels, or evolves through certain stages in a cyclical fashion. Right now your consciousness is driving and experiencing a human body that is exhibiting self-awareness and primarily vibrating yellow energy (this energy symbolizes that of polarization, separation, individuality, and duality). (NOTE: The transition into true green [unconditional love, compassion, unity] is already underway on a planetary and individual level). So, with all that said, right now you are in this particular incarnation of yourself.

I must be talking about reincarnation right? Well, I’m going to try not to get too deep into this Idea but I will say that most of everybody on Earth believes in reincarnation in some form or another. The religious will reincarnate in heaven, hell, or purgatory, the Buddhists will reincarnate as humans until they have experienced all human experiences, the atheists will reincarnate as primordial earth minerals and dissipate their electrical energy back into the EM field of Earth and into the surrounding space, the agnostics feel that one cannot ever know and therefore have no reason to believe, and the highly spiritual will either reincarnate as another human or as an ascended being in a higher dimension.

With all that said I can confidently state that you are in one incarnation of yourself, and that there will be another, and that there was another before this one.

The Will that you consciously exhibit in this incarnation, in your present conscious awareness, is also a VERY small piece of your total ability of Will. We talked about some of the limitations of Will in Eve number 1. Your cells that are a part of you have Will, but that Will is directed and transcended by the overall consciousness of you. You have Will, but that Will is directed and transcended by your higher self. Your Will is also affected and transcended by the collective Will of the entire human species. The Will of the entire human species is affected and transcended by the Will of the Planet earth, and so on, and so below. You could continue this up infinitely through the solar, galactic, and universal level back to the outer edge of the spherical whole, or you could continue it in the other direction down through the molecular, atomic, aetheric, back into the center point of the whole.

So the often asked question to the early stages of exploring will: “why can’t I use my free will to fly without a machine?” is simply explained by the above paragraph and several different possible responses like: “your will is not the only will involved with such an action”

The Law of Confusion
When you are confused, in the traditional sense of understanding, it is generally because you are missing part of the problem you are trying to solve, or don’t understand certain parts or definitions of the problem in its representation for you. The existence of this confusion is critical in providing you the motivation to grow, learn, and evolve. Once you understand, and dissolve the confusion in that matter, you no longer need to grow or learn in that aspect. The will is gone.

Will and Confusion are intimately connected. In fact, The Law of Confusion could also be stated as the Law of Will. In a sense will requires confusion and confusion requires will; a very nice logical loop for you.

You can see how this confusion manifests itself in all levels of our reality and within the levels of your incarnation. Once you break through the edge of confusion and transform it into understanding you find yourself at the door step of the next opportunity of confusion. Being confused is absolutely not a bad thing, but is in fact necessary.

A confusing violation of free Will? Maybe not . . .
An interesting spiritual teaching suggests that the Law of Free Will is so fundamental that it cannot / should not ever be broken. This of course is a paradox in the sense that if one Wills to infringe on another’s free will than an obvious breach of Free Will is occurring, but if you forcefully stop the infringer’s free will than his free will is being infringed upon. Confusing right?

Exactly

This is where Karmic resolution, balance attractors, the need for multiple incarnations, and the Veil of Forgetfulness come into play. But we are not going to dive into that just yet. We still need to talk about the role of confusion in our daily, accessible lives.

Major Global Topics

War, Disease, Warming, Religion, ETs, et cetera . . .
These are HIGHLY polarized Idea structures that all hold weight in us on an individual level and a collective. We tend to look to the more collective human Will to find these answers. Each person is able to grasp onto to something, but on the inside are still somewhat confused.

It is designed that way.

The Governments, Kings, Mystics, and Masterminds of the world will very purposefully use the tool of confusion, to keep you guessing, pursuing the mystery, all while they are wearing both the Mask of Truth and the Mask of Lies. This polarizes the consensus and makes it purposefully difficult to move through the transformation of understanding and the recognition of truth (belief). Many ‘anti this and anti thats’ completely despise all the secrecy and deception tactics and claim that they either know, or need to know the truth. And for the most part I agree, I believe in honesty and disclosure. But what we are experiencing is a collective manifestation of the need for confusion as an instrument preserving the Will of the populace.

But then of course the logical loop and paradox is that “I did not choose the war, it was chosen for me.” And the logical response is that “your human collective Will, on some level, did choose war, and you are therefore responsible to process that energy on an individual level.” However, most people opposed to the war end up going to war with the war. Interestingly enough. . .

We talked earlier about how life and its incarnations are connected from the outer whole, to the inner whole and each level in between, but now I would like to point out how each level is responsible for guiding / confusing the levels below and above them in order to pull the growth / evolution process in certain directions. Beyond the Law of Confusion there is something else that happens when you enter into a new incarnation. It is a method of preserving the will and individualization of the entity while also maximizing the potential for significance and effectiveness of the catalytic experience. In the context of a human being it is called . . .

The Veil of Forgetfulness
When choosing to enter a human incarnation you experience something called The Veil of Forgetfulness. This is put in place to preserve the will and individualization of the new human-experiential entity while facilitating the purpose of experience. The Will of the higher self to choose another human incarnation realizes the importance of preserving its new human’s (in our case) will and therefore must not cloud its memory with images and memories of past/future lives and answers to questions that it needs to discover on its own. What the higher self does in the time/space before the next space/time human incarnation is setup a basic life map that will help guide the new entity through the appropriate lessons the whole entity needs to progress itself physically and spiritually while maintaining the appropriate level of individual free will. (Obviously this is not the only function / honor of the higher self)

This immediately should make you think, well I’m not choosing the path if my higher self maps out the basic attractors of my life? How is that free Will? And that would be a very sharp observation, because it does seem like a paradox. Without discussing the complex issue of simultaneous time and the relationship between space/time and time/space we can assert that you on a higher level chose with your own free will to enter a new human life, veil your past lives, and confuse yourself into opportunities where you will learn the right lessons. However; every step of the way you have the will to choose; the opportunity of choice!

You can see how stepped this process truly is. Think of the torus donut we talked about earlier. There are levels above and below that are intimately connected with the here and now. There is certainly free will, and individualization, but just as visible light is less than 10% of the electromagnetic spectrum, our conscious awareness of who we are is also only a small section of the broad spectrum of your whole mind / body / spirit complex and its ability of Will.

Penetrating the veil
As you have undoubtedly presumed, there is a way to penetrate the veil of forgetfulness. The reason why you do not start off with that information is because you must individually will to choose to remember (among many more reasons). The information of your past lives and probable futures are all there, it all exists and is a part of you, but you must exercise your will to remember. This however is not just as simple as saying “well yeah I want to remember” – it is apparently much more difficult than that. This brings us to the matter of: How to commune with the Higher Self.

People all throughout human history have penetrated the veil and learned how to commune directly with the Higher Self, read the Akashic records (Hall of Records), and demonstrate other ascended abilities otherwise veiled from normal human capacity. These individuals are your psychics, magicians, visionary prophets, prodigy scientists who break into new realms far beyond the status quo, philosophical geniuses, et cetera. What this shows us is an extraordinary potential for the advanced human entity. The stories and legends of these entities pull us into the mystery. But we are all on our own path, and not everyone is ready for this type of change or these honors / responsibilities. That is not intended in any way to be a condescending statement, but an honest one. Just because someone is not ready in their spiritual growth for these types of things, or sometimes even this type of information does not reflect on them in a bad way at all. One of the major aspects of spiritual growth is loving your path for what it is and realizing that it is what is for a specific purpose. Our higher self knows what we need and the best ways to get that out of an incarnation and generally will not put us in situations that are too much for us to handle, or beyond our capacity for efficient healthy growth.

So did Jesus penetrate the veil?
I’m not going to talk directly about any of the ascended masters who walked among man but will address the fact that it happened. I’ve stated before that I do not adhere to any one religious institution but gather valuable information from all of them in accordance to what will best help me grow and assist other selves in there growth. I used the name Jesus for its incredibly widespread recognition and connotation of abilities / purposes. I’m in no way entering into the myriad of controversy surrounding this individual or others like him (many others).

This topic is confusing (pun intended). I believe that these masters gave themselves a very specific objective in the period of time/space where the higher self maps out the life path and gave them very accessible portals to penetrate the veil (a dream, a discovery, a vision, an artifact, a mentor, et cetera). Why? Because they chose to and felt they needed to for one reason or another. These are entities that could have moved on into the higher realms but chose to incarnate as a human instead for a specific reason [benevolent / malevolent]. There is always risk involved with the decision to return because of the Veil and the fear of being consumed by the Maelstrom of human Karmic interactions.

The path of light is not the only path to ascension. The path of darkness is just as valid in the universal sense, especially concerning the path of a human incarnation. So we’ve experienced both positively oriented and negatively oriented ascended masters who have chosen to return as a human in our history. I do not think they simply penetrated the veil and learned all of these abilities but actually penetrated the veil and then established a connection to the intelligent infinity through their higher selves and were able to demonstrate ascended abilities on Earth in human form through advanced levels of personality discipline. In come cases they returned in ascended form and disguised themselves as a normal human (in which case they did not incarnate as a 3 rd density human [like us] but chose to move on and then appear to us).

Moving Forward
Moving forward, peacefully, and with the high energy vibrations of love and understanding appears to be increasingly difficult due to the collective climate of our world and the entities on it and their interactions at this current point in our time. It is my aspiration that the information contained within TAP will be able to assist other-selves in traveling through these tumultuous times and have a more lucid understanding of why some things / events may be taking place around them and within them and the powers available to you to assist yourself and other-selves. The institutionalized understanding of the universe and our spiritual paths can sometimes have a very crippling or misleading affect and do more damage in the sense of spiritual growth than good. But this damage increases polarity and opportunity for a deeper understanding and a more meaningful and significant transformation process.

The TAPs are intended to be combined, cross referenced, and discussed with yourself and other selves. This type of exploration will help lead you to meaningful understanding. This Eve of TAP is broken into several sections that all need to be put together in your mind. The nature of this type of information is extremely personal, but also directly connects to the Oneness of personality. Please move through this information knowing that it is pulling you deeper into the mystery, and be peaceful along your/our way.

This presentation is by no means a comprehensive or overly technical explanation of the above explained topics. This is meant as a starting point and will be expanded through conversation, future Eves of TAP, and in the Right Area of this edition or future editions.

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